hello ppl....jus updating
i dont noe why i felt despair in my heart
since jus now, no mood

after knowing that there's another person
that want my rose
yeah..im shock by that
same thing happen twice
i thought that won't happen again but it did

but i try to keep myself together
and i still can hold on until now
after what i did yesterday
trying to stop my bro from hurting himself
asking myself.....did i do the right thing?
Since yesterday, i kept thinking that am i losing her
the one i love again?
Just now morning, saw her but this time i can feel something different
maybe she saw apart of me that i don't want to show yesterday
maybe her perception towards me change....argh!!! i don't know.........
sorry if i scolded one of your SUFA, my rose
I just dont want to lose u, the one i love.........again

my heart always felt uneasy since yesterday
Afraid...afraid of losing her

thats all folks.........................
tc of urself............
tata